life is a paradox.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

let's live.

some live this life,
with worries and woes.
passing everyday,
wondering why they're here.

but can someone help me understand,
the difference between living and being like them?
because that's the price that they pay,
slowly dying with each passing day.

i can't stand it anymore.
the life of a living,
indifferent from the dead.
please, take me away.

far away to a place,
where we'll stand on the cliffs.
where we'll do things because we want to,
and not we need to.

ultimately, life is a bitch,
cause' it'll take you away someday.
I know I'll fall into the darkness one day,
so let me live when I can.

if it goes well,
let my funeral be a party.
just save the money on everything else,
let's just book a club and drink away.

all i ask of you,
is to catch me if i fall.
because i know if you fall trying to live your dreams,
i will.

Friday, December 19, 2008

because sometimes you fall so hard, you never get up again.

they say,
the harder you fall, the higher you bounce.
how's that true when you know it firsthand?
how many times have you crashed so hard that you wished you died?

boxers who get slammed straight right into the ring, where'd they bounce?
right back in the loser's locker room.
people who fall off the top of the corporate ladder, where'd they bounce?
right in the grounds of those they used to step on.

but think about this.

how many great boxers have stood up to a crushing K.O.?
how many great men have rose back to their ranks after suffering a total defeat?
how many times have you said you won't make it... but you did?

Dear all, you are powerful.
You can do it.
It's all up to you.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest.

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what i made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

rest in peace.

a guy that lived in the memories,
someone that i never thought i'll meet up for dinner.
a guy who crossed paths with me,
someone that i never knew i'll lose so fast.

i read a blog today
and find out a piece of breaking news.
i flipped the book of memories,
to find him the guy who left pages within.

his first bike,
the maiden ride,
on the way home from the garage,
when it happened.

see my friends,
life can be so unpredictable,
so i urge you to stop wasting away,
to cherish your friends and loved ones.

Rest in Peace, my friend.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

the world is full of light.

Don't you remember?
The breaths of silence,
speaking of the days of obliteration.

When the days and nights felt indifferent,
like the way how angels and the reaper seemed.
If there's no difference, what's the point?

But they said,
the world is full of light.
It's just that we never knew the means to feel it.
cause you were down, and you just had to stand
and grab those golden rays with your own hands.

How sad.
When you think of the fallen flowers.
When you think of the colors that have lost their luster.
When you think of the love we shared, lost forever.

But you see,
When the flowers fall, they blossom again.
When the colors fade, the only way is back into the shades of vibrancy.
And if some love are not meant to be, they just ain't meant to be.

And remember,
the world is full of light.
Let's save the fallen flowers,
the faded colors,
the love again never(s),
because this world is full of light.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

christmas is here again.

that's fast.

oh wells. =)

(because to me, you're perfect.)

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

the fine line of good and evil

when you do all the good things and bad things in the world...

does it make you a hero or villain?