life is a paradox.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

ambivalence

Like the cutting strings of a kite,
let go and feel no pain.
For if the god of winds demand the release,
maybe everything is just meant to be.

Like an off-tempo vocalist,
maybe he'll make it big if given a chance.
But who'd ever know,
when chances are such remote notions.

Like a bittersweet symphony,
loving and leaving are all but different.
To love is to wish for the person to be happy,
to leave is to fulfill that wish.

In the state of ambivalence, logic can be just as illogical.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

the two hands.

Staggering on the pavement, he bid his consciousness goodbye. "To the promised land," or so he wished.

"Am i going to die?" he thought, as the darkness inched nearer. No flashbacks, no familiar souls, no immortals - the media must have been lying about things that happen before death. With hope being such a remote notion, he knew the end was near. He closed his eyes and prayed, knowing its all to naught.

Like an answered prayer, a bright light shone from the skies. As his vision clears, he finds himself in a mansion. It's almost... breath-taking.

Black-and-white checkered tiles, white walls and truckloads of easels with photos. "These photos are familiar," he thought. As he shivered down the hallway, he was greeted by snapshots of the special moments of his life - the ones he hold close to his heart. For he knows, these moments means everything to him and he hoped for the best of them.

Ironical as can be, those moments sent a humanly chill crawling down his spine - almost as though... it was intentional. As he looked at the photos staring back, he knew it wasn't the same. The determined look in their eyes, the flame in their hearts, the never-dying attitude, the memories that it triggered... it's so different now.

As he looked down at those two hands, he wondered.

"With these two hands, you have formed bonds. With those bonds, you have formed a family. With that family, you have invited others to be part of the family. With the extended family, you have braved countless battles with the unknown. With the unknown, you have seen miracles again and again.

It's impossible without the family. Without the bonds. Without everyone's hands."

Which he wonders...

Just what the fuck, has these two hands exactly done?

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

random blurts of evil humor

*yo hommie's so ugly....*

a: hey hey! i saw your ex-girlfriend just now.
b: oh yeah. I heard she's attached.
a: yeah man, I saw her boyfriend. He must have a GREAT personality.
b: Oh, you spoke to him?
a: Not really. Otherwise, he's filthy rich.



*yo face's so ugly....*

(two old friends who fell out meet each other one day, and stares at each other)

a: err... Sorry for staring. I had a friend who looks like you... just that she's still alive. Sorry. *walks away*