paradoxical; all over again.

"men live to die."

ain't it sooooo paradoxical?

"we search/wait/yearn/hope for things that are not there."

omg. it's just like so stupid if you think about it. but of course, the person searching/waiting/yearning/hoping never feels so. or at least, doesn't want to.

"wanting something/one back after so long."

like omg. i totally understand. it's like such a fuckin' waste of time when life's so short, dont you think?

But hey. we're paradoxical, so does that even matter? because i'm thinking about it. even if it hurts so to.

Had this thought in my mind just now.

If you're going to live on, knowing that you'd die one day... why live?

Well, I guess maybe life's about realizing what it's about eh? so to all out there, if you're like that, thinking what's this whole life about... why don't you live it meaningfully and realize what's life REALLY about before doing anything to yourself/whatever? It's not too late to do anything then, right? =)

Jia you.

P.S. friends, i have no thought of ending life now. dont worry. haha. =)